carry on tuesday #32: A Letter To Ryan

Dear Ryan,

There are  just 4 short months until we embark on the third year our relationship. I cannot begin to express to you how amazing these past 2 years have been. I know we're both at a rough spot in our lives, but it's the beginning of  another year, another chance to start our lives anew. Now is our chance to really get things moving.  tp really Change things. This can be like a fresh start for us. I Promise to you that I will work on myself. I will work hard to fix all of these things about myself that aren't only affecting our relationship, but my relationship with other people. I love you so much and I am looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you.

                                                                       Always and Forever,

                                                                                        Jennifer

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Hey everyone, I've been really busy and I finally updated my blog and posted a few past carry on tuesdays and other poems. go check them out and tell me what you think.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!

carry on tuesday #30 : I Love You

my hands open the curtains of your being

letting the light in and exposing the bits

you try so hard to keep hidden from

everyone. You've been hurt too bad before

                              we all have.

but I need you to know that all of these

things you keep tucked safely away

are all of the amazing, wonderful things

that made me fall in love with you 7 years ago.

there's no need to hide anymore

for I am here.

               and I love you.

Carry on Tuesday: I Dream Of Love

I wrote your name in the sky

and the wind blew it away

scattering it all over the place

then pulling it all back into

a whirlpool of vibrant colors

and as I lay there watching

you spin 'round and 'round

I drift off, almost as if

 hypnotized

hypnotized by the beauty of it all

and in my state of hyponosis

I dreamt we were together

connected as if by some unseen

force. completly intune with each other

inside and out,as if we had know one another

    forever.

we were insepreable, so deep in love

not a single thing could bring us down.

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I'll be counting the seconds until

the day I wake up and you're still

right there next to me.




I know this is extremely late. I finally found the time to finish this though.

3 word wednesday: LOLA

here is my first 3WW the words today are     FONDLE*. KICK.  SUMPTIOUS

*fondle-  v.   intr.
To show fondness or affection by caressing.


LOLA-

Last night I dreamt of her.
of her  heart stopping beauty
and the way she purrs softly in my ear
every inch of her sumptuous curves
drawing me deeper and deeper into love.
as I admired her through awe-strucken eyes
I began to imagine how my life would be
when she was mine. oh! how wonderful
that would be. how truly divine!
An elation fills my heart when I
begin to think of finally being able
to run my hand along the curves of
her body. and fondle every inch
of her interior.
People will look on with envy in their eyes.

                                                       most people call her silvia.
                                                              but I call her lola
          
                     oh the day when I can just
                      climb in,kick back,and
                                     drive.

<--- Lola

Carry on tuesady-- Saddest Story

This is my first carry on Tuesday.  I hope ya'll enjoy.

criticism is welcome.


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Words could not do justice to the things
She has done, has seen, has heard and felt.
Things that have made her just like an aging
Scab; putrid, and slowly crumbling away.
I fear her cards have been misdealt


                           And this is the saddest story
                                                I have ever heard.


She waits ever so patiently all the days
For that one tiny moment,that one crumb of comfort.
The moment that chases all her tears away.
Yet,it never comes. As if stuck in a labyrinth
I cannot imagine this pain and this hurt.


                         And this is the saddest story
                                              I have ever heard.


As the weeks go by she begins her descent
For the pain in her heart she cannot deny
then for the first time in an eternity of torment
she gets her moment and without a single tear in her eye
she dies.



                        And this is the saddest story
                                             I have ever heard.