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choke up afterthoughts of my intoxication

like i drink up memories of our lost attraction

i cant live without you, without 'us'

when i cant have you, i get close

to some guy but im only thinking of you

they dont notice my love for them is fake

i wont i cant stop my deadly addiction

until you return to me

and only me to love and cherish

even then i make no promices of relinquishment

what's done is done no time for last minute changes

but i'll keep at my awful game

allowing the nightly torture

waiting for your call to save my life

At the same time i dread the day u return

for you'll smell the defeat upon my breath

and ill see the disappointment in your eyes

my heart will crumble once again

this time to dust.

ive lost you once, twice... too much to remember

somehow ive forgotten how life was with you... without you.

My only wish on that shootin star is for another chance

 loved the way u moved with me in your arms

I'm more than you deserve

and im too good for this liquor

yet with each sip i get closer

to my blissfull happiness

the only place you're always with me.