The Rainbow In My Eyes

sitting alone perturbed in the gloam

the darkness unbearbale

the sadness fullblown

the day was so grey

but then your light was shown

a vast and beautiful rainbow

of silver and of gold

intoxicating so pretty

so habitual to hope

that someday I'll be with you

that your embrace I'll know

though already, I feel it

my heart, you some how chose

to be fed and to glow

fed by your love

fed by your glow

I want to kiss your skin

build the warmth I lack within 

you could start a fire

I'm ready to ingnite

my sould is the pyre

your essance is the light

living like a hole

so deep, traversed, yet so unkown

fall into me

and fall into your grave

just fall into me

fall...you cannot be saved

no, I'd fall into you

just never let me go

resltess, alone

depressed, pissed and cold

I lie awake

I sink like a stone

thrown across a lake

to shores of no haope

where everything is grey

and by now I'm just bones

at least nothing here is fake

except the concept of home

stuck in a hole

I'm all alone

bleeding profusely

losing my soul

so take me, away from here

so wake me, from this nightmare

then make me, confront my fears

but dont forsake me, because I'm all out of those tears

cause my mind works in fucked up ways

slowly translating day by day

the feelings felt, the choices made

the things I never really say

the smallest thoughts inside my brain

the fickle shit that doesn't stay the same

I feel like this now, but tomorrow will change

I hate you now, but in love remains

so deep inside it fucking aches

it fucking aches, the fucking pain

but you're the rainbow in my eyes

'casue you are the light that always shines

when Im sad, and when I cry

when things seem bad and I want to die

you're the strange glow in my eyes

you give me life because your alive

you give me a reason to live

a reason to try

a reason to feel and a reason to die

you take me out from the inside

I no longer need to hide

the storm is all over

and I am alright

you are my elation...the rainbow in my eyes

we'll watch a condle with its flickering flame

so like yourself, so much the same

addicitve and intoxicating

entrancing and so facinating

you're so much more than just a face

oh  how I'd die for your embrace

your breath taking beauty

to me your a blaze

the rainbow that so welcome within my eyes

because so often I seem to cry

I'd suffocate  my whole life

and choke on the fruit of your soul that so ripe

the sweetes poison upon the knive of your cries

stabbing me and grabbing me,

though somehow keeping me alive

I inhale your smoke, you get me so high

so drunk on the hope with this inebrating pride

oh how I love you

love you for this light

you are a god so divince

a god in my mind

and you are the rainbow in my eyes

because when I am down

you always seem to shine

you always seem to shine.....